Sixty Days.

My way or the highway. I want to do it. On my own. without you. I don't need you. We're done.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm in a constant struggle with God for what I am supposed to do with the rest of my life. Sometimes, I wonder day-to-day if this is the way it should go. I find myself thinking that I know best. But then I know, without Him, I am nothing.

five days ago, i decided to do something that I believe God has put on my heart for more than six months. i finally decided to give God sixty days. now, that doesn't mean after sixty days, i'm leaving. all that means is that for sixty days, i'm finally going to do it in God's complete timing and way. I'm going to do it his way - totally and completely.

around me, i have had relationships and struggles that continued to get more out of whack. i wanted an answer and realized, it would never happen on its own. to my own dismay.

in the past five days, God has opened my eyes to more than I have ever imagined and has begun to show me the avenues i need to take. sometimes, i feel tired, but with Him, for sixty days, i hope I can persevere. sixty days. could you do it?