Monday, March 24, 2008

I wish...

i wish sometimes that life weren't this way. that it wasn't a big jumbled mess. that life could just sort itself out. but alas, thats not the case.

why does it feel, like sometimes, everything gets heaped on you? like life's bad luck comes knocking at your door and manages to stay awhile? why doesn't it stop? why doesn't it just leave? that's what i want to know. i want to know why.

i wish that i could just wake up and snap out of it. i wish i just felt better. i wish...He would hear me.

4 comments:

Katie said...

Hey... I'm sorry to hear you're glum... I hope you could feel better too :)
I understand... life has it's ups and downs... I felt down for weeks... now I feel like I am in the middle of a chaotic tornado. I don't know what's worse...
Call me anytime you wanna chat... friend!

Bethany Patrice said...

My dear friend, you are one of the most resilient people that I know. Not only are you strong, but you have this ability to take life's junk in stride. I had to repeat Isaiah 61 to myself several times this week. I needed to be reminded that God takes the ashes of my life, and creates something beautiful. And, in that process, he gives me peace admist my sadness. I can't wait to see what beauty God makes out of the "jumbled mess" that your speaking about.

Megan said...

AMEN! I feel the same way.
But as we both know God is good...not sometimes, but all the time.
Believe me I am preaching to myself. That was very hard to type! :}
Love yah!

whirledpeas1129 said...

I'm sorry that life feels like a struggle right now. As horrible as it might feel, your happy moments are going to feel that much better against these difficult ones. I hope the happy times start blooming with the new spring :)